Ana M. Gopoian nalove16@aol.com I AM YOUR DISEASE Hello all, I hate this whole recovery movement, I hate meetings. I love to be your friend and kind attendant, I have helped you learn to comfort yourself Organomegaly is abnormally large organs. (LogOut/ When you or a loved one is living with a movement disorder, its easy to lose track of all that makes you who you are and, instead, become the diagnosis. Cursing me with a dissatisfied crown you wear so lightly on your head. (LogOut/ I am here, I love to see you smile The game also looks as vibrant and deadly as ever in its new trailer. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. Creating your nightmare for me was a dream, Im sure gonna miss you, we made quite a team. Don't look to me to give you wealth. <> I hate anyone who has a program. It literally means that the game is for you, the player, to have a constant, ongoing experience of the disease as you try to take care of it. I did jail to for my habit. But today Im real angry. And the eyes of bewilderment, seeking one last sweet breath. Where did I go wrong? My mom brought this poem to my attention tonight and I wanted to share with you all. Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. To all who come in contact with me, To all who come in contact with me, I wish you suffering and death. I am cunning, baffling and powerful. And you do not feel alone anymore, We are one on your path to life The blood stains on the smothered floor. Ill maim your emotions, Ill run the whole game, Till your entire existence is crippled with shame. I am smarter than you and I am in control, Yet, without my help, these things wouldnt be possible. Chicksands They take strokes seriously. Sobriety, for me, was the #1 priority in life. I would love to see them write a letter of introduction to their recovery. I want only to see that your brought to your knees. My doctor was monitoring my levels and checking my urines on a regular basis. leaving me to be damned. This is true Grace, I will give you contentment and all I ask is commitment, When things were going wrong in your life, you invited me, You said, I DESERVE GOOD THINGS and I agreed with you, Together, we are able to create all the good things in your life, When you are fully committed to me, you will be taken seriously, Like self-destruction, I do not come uninvited poem is a chance to honor that, to see yourself in your fullness. I'm the devil inside you; I am your disease. Heres how the game actually works: i am your disease is a game in which players take control of the disease and have to survive for a certain amount of time. You know who I am, You called me your friend. You feel nothing at all. 4 0 obj And many of us become enablers. Your email address will not be published. ! My son recently had a major back surgery done. So please dont forget me, I wont forget you, Ill stand by your side watching all that you do, Im ready and waiting, so call if you please, I wont let you forget me. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. I am the disease of addiction. We worry. I used for nearly 20 years after I had back surgery. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees. Where do you come from? POEMS syndrome gets its name from its most common signs and symptoms: Polyneuropathy involves nerve damage throughout your body. Were you touched by this poem? I am your disease. So dont take for granted my powers sublime, Ill bend and Ill break you, time after time. Wishes of misery and heartache I send. but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say I hate meetings. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. I am looking to find out where the original "I Am Your Disease" came from and who wrote it. I am your disease, and you are the disease that needs to be eradicated. I wish you suffering and death whether it be physically, mentally, emotionally or spiritually. No big deal! I've stolen from you your sense of pride, not letting you see that you are beautiful on the inside. Whether you're a person living with the disease, a care partner, or another loved one, the I Am! I never understood why the addicts I loved couldn't just stop until I went through it myself. Published by Family Friend Poems June 2010 with permission of the author. I agreed with you. I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me I lost my own wonderful, beloved son to the disease of addiction. It is about how the disease is affecting me and how it is affecting those around me. I tend to write long, rambling posts, so get that coffee, get comfortable and enjoy yourself. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. I love it when I make you so numb, I am your friend. The game also has a pretty cool way to let players know whats going on, with a little video showing a group of players in a mall. This is a truly bone-chilling description of just what drug addiction is, how the drugs hijack the brain and take over the entire mind and body. It is about how much I am your disease. All stories are moderated before being published. The poem helped me understand how sick this disease is,"cunning, baffling, powerful!" I underestimated my disease for many years. I love to make you cry. I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free, Many have chosen me, instead of love and peace. I have good days and some bad, but I do not use, and I hope, wish, and pray I'll never go back to that life. Wasnt I there when you were lonely? The games plot is still a little bit of a mystery, but the game looks a bit more vibrant and deadly than its predecessor in the screenshots weve seen. This is a disease that affects you. If you have any honour, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing and wont even care. These poems explore the many stages, and emotions, of illness, in some of our toughest times, when we and our loved ones are most vulnerable. I am such a hated disease--- And yet, I do not come uninvited. While searching for answers to the unanswerable question of "Why, Why my child? It' all death, no matter what you call me. %PDF-1.3 I totally feel for you! And then when I catch you, you won't even know. While the game, with its lack of a permanent health perk, has a lot of potential for social gaming, the story is still pretty bare. My life is far from perfect now, but at least I am not high and I do not have to worry about drugs ruining my life anymore! You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real, In any case, the gameplay looks as vibrant and as deadly as ever in its new trailer. Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. Despite my return to drinking, it is still my hope I can help others battling with an addiction, struggling with recovery or those looking for a better understanding of an addict and what we go through in life. - SoberRecovery; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; Amazon.co.uk:Customer reviews: I Am Your Disease I bring self destruction, but still you can't tell. 2 0 obj (LogOut/ Eventually I weaned off the suboxone when I felt I was ready. Check out my most recent post! I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out I'll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike. I am unsure who originally wrote it so am unable to give credit. It's a blocker and I could not get high with opiates while taking it. I hate your higher power. You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared, When you were alone wasnt it I who appeared? Ill invade all your thoughts, Ill take hostage of your soul, Ill become your new master, in total control. Your email address will not be published. But I will pray for you that you will have the strength to endure his addiction. it talking to me. Deathloops disease is called i am your disease, a phrase coined by the games developers in order to prevent players from taking it too personally. Hello, I am your Disease. >tPzk+(Z9Qet;(7DtZ[\Tq@, xYq}7O3{a`Y!~ IEN7pDdfU+@#1q9qaO3Lo~l7?\}`MM?.nT~z~wyszrg9r_JV.Sw?R/wenwpADaxB^y]Dvvwx "bk-~|N~~/_/;t,+N;}e":r9IR Pb9R(n^'x?yzn$|HI|?l,~N^~:txX3 282bk9>?Cp`tPghIpcwFU}+CnKVO`2PE}. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control It is a behavior. Allow me to introduce myself! Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none. Book a free addiction counselling call without any obligations. Jan 24, 2015 you, your family, and your communities, suffering, pain and death. Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed. There is a brief health perk that can be gained once you get sick but its not permanent. When you wanted to die, didnt you call on me? Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. Together we were able to destroy your life. !Believe me it's a very hard road to travel and a lot do not make it! Will who will inherit betty whites money Ever Rule the World? I am RECOVERY from self-destruction, I have saved millions, and I am overjoyed, I love to hold you in reverie Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. Common Mistakes: the word "i" should be capitalized, "u" is not a word, and "im" is spelled "I'm" or "I am". An I AM! Poem invites you to express the pivotal moments, places, and people that have made you who you are. Writing about where you come from honors your voice, your history, and your worththe rich tapestry of you that deserves to be celebrated! I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. Cookie Notice Home Addictions in general I Am Your Disease. I love to catch you, with This is a very personal poem, but it can be something you could write about your own life. Some people don't believe in suboxone, but I believe it saved my life. View michael-kolodziej-05aa4289s profile on LinkedIn, View 116728633839797200466s profile on Google+, Follow The Wandering Enigma on WordPress.com. I love anyone who supports my existence in you, To all who come in contact with me 3 0 obj Even diabetes, they take seriously. It's so true what it's saying because it will never leave it will always be with us till eternity. Amazon.com: I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; I Am Your Disease Poem - Digital-CQ; Best 13 Poem I Am Your Disease - Hc Wiki; i am your disease (please read) - Alcoholics Anonymous; I am your Disease poems.docx | - Course Hero; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction - Goodreads; I Am Your Disease: The Many . Deathloop's disease is called "i am your disease," a phrase coined by the game's developers in order to prevent players from taking it too personally. I hate higher power! <> I'm the only one who has stuck by your side. I was so sick and tired of being sick & tired. This is your recovery. Cunning, baffling, and powerful. He is 28 years old and the doctor prescribed him morphine pills. 5 0 obj It is only when we lose our minds and succumb to the disease that we realize the sickness is here. You will see me, I am growing, and self-destruction is fading away, Only when I exist will you live I am with you when you feel withdrawn and when the world is cruel. You cant hurt and you cant cry. I am your addiction. But take you I will, and just as youve feared Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared. Well be damned all your meetings each night of the week, Be damned Higher Powers, however unique, Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches, Be damned every addict who back to me strays. I love all of you who support me, Your love, your faith, your kindness We feel that something isn't right. It's all on the predisposition of the individual. 3 Mar. Usually the addict has to hit his rock bottom to get help. I love to catch you by surprise. So many have chosen me over reality and peace. <>>> I hate anyone who has a program! All strengthen me and I work better than I thought possible, Now I must reach out to you It's like I can see it in my mind. By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. So don't take for granted my powers sublime, I'll bend and I'll break you, time after time. Also, subscribe/follow me to find out more! I'll become your new master, I'm in total . Ive given you comfort. I didn't even believe I couldn't stop until I finally had to. Where did I go wrong? Our favorite lines of poetry Who are the people who have shaped you? I love to hear your voice, Better yet, I love to see you feel a full range of emotions, knowing that you can handle them, You can feel and love deeply If you know of this poem pre 1995 shoot me email, I'd like to give credit as the originator. Speak to a fully qualified addictions counsellor, who will get to understand your specific needs and then be able to advise the best way forward for you! I am going to share this with my boyfriend. While searching for the author of I Am Your Disease, I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. When you were alonewasnt it I who appeared? Summer Sager. I am going to share this with my boyfriend. Do NOT submit poems here, instead go to the. I could NOT do this by myself! We struggle to find the courage, the strength. One minute I had youthen next you were gone, You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of addiction. FnB]>szhHo{|zO=P+XN dh&EINqg[KaoaBdPE-$9JlU[0!wTlI/KoQ_ Xj.goq\I5L(^QPlTh\`,Jy. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, Wishes of misery and heartache I send, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees, Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. (LogOut/ I am your worst enemy! I am your disease? document.getElementById( "ak_js_1" ).setAttribute( "value", ( new Date() ).getTime() ); Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. I hate your higher power. 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